difficulties

Today things just don't seem right.  I don't feel I belong.  My wishes, desires, ambitions, seem so contrary to this worlds.  I feel different, almost abnormal.  What is wrong with me?  I see others walk through life, seemingly with ease, yet I feel difficulty (it seems) at every corner.  Have a made wrong decisions?  Did I miss a turn somewhere on the "road of life"?  Maybe this is more about what I deserve.  Maybe I just don't measure up. Or...maybe...